Friday, March 12, 2010

Day 11 (of our fast) YOUR FULL OF SH+#@$T!

that's right my ego is full of shit. These last 11 days have taught me many things. One major thing is that this material world is trully and illusion. Lao Tzu in the Tao says stay empty be full. Sounds like a contradiction. As I sit hear I feel so empty of the toxins that I have let consume my body. We eat pretty healthy but this fast has taught me I can take it up a notch. At the same time I am full of the awareness of self. As you know I climbed a mountain for the first time with my wife about a year ago. This experience showed how my life is just a blimp on the radar. I have been so blessed to be a the invisible fly on the wall my whole life. From choosing to live in my car for 6 months to chillin at Rick James house before he passed. I truly realize we are all yearning for something more. I have been in 1 bedroom flats that smelled of love and coziness, Then I have been in mansions that feel like a lonely crackhouses. This tangible world is beast.

I have learned so much from daughters and wife these past 11 days. As I watch them evolve they show i must keep learning and growing...............Sorry for the ramble but I just hit a fasting wall. luckily the wall is made of play do. got go sit in wu-chi
namaste

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